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by Quill (_quillz_)
at September 3rd, 2006 (03:49 pm)

oh god.

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by Quill (_quillz_)
at May 18th, 2006 (11:06 pm)

you guys are supposed to be posting.
more. much more.

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swallow it down ; what a jagged little pill ; it feels so good
by Quill (_quillz_)
at May 14th, 2006 (02:04 pm)

our mood swings: chipper
our music plays: Alanis Morisette - [a number of songs]

I think it'd only be healthy for me in the future to keep this as up to date as possible. Went over to Chris's house yesterday. I had this panic attack that the boys managed to talk me through, though it still makes me shaky thinking about it.
Because today was mother's day, I had to leave and be with my mother who is sick, but we had a lot of fun this morning, too. Chris is going to pick up Sidney from his aunt's house later with me in tow, and we'll... go back to his house, I think.
We went to the mall yesterday and had japanese junk. It was so brilliant. We shared drinks and bites of each other's food. Later we walked around the mall hand in hand. I'm such a sap, I know, but it was really fun.
Sidney got jealous last night, before we went to the mall. After he started getting into the swing of the evening, though, he was very nonpossessive, going so far as to show the right way to censoredCollapse )
Well then!
Oh, and we had a Tiffany Moment last night. A few.
[A Tiffany Moment is any time that Sid or I get jealous of a girl Phrumpledunk once had familiar feelings for. She made it clear at the beginning she wasn't sure of us, and was blunt enough to leave without saying goodbye the only time we hung out with her. Her nicknames involve, but are not limited to, the words Radioactive, Nuclear, Slut, Whore, Bitch, Crayon, Crayola, Hair, Criminal and usually the phrase "not your minde bitch back off."]
Well. That was productive. I'm gonna find The Movies next.

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by Quill (_quillz_)
at May 13th, 2006 (12:28 pm)
current location: sid's

Yesterday I had a brilliant time with Chris. One of the better times of ours together. I'm not sure why we were both so playful, but we munched cereal together and cuddled a lot.
I spoke to Sidney a little about the arrangement, and while he's still uncomfortable with Chris and I getting TOO physical (doing the no-no-nasty) he's alright with this partnership. This, I'm sure, will upset Chris once he reads this, but that's been a sort-of rule for a while now anyway. It's partly my choice anyway, because I don't know if I DO want to get very sexual with Chris yet. You'd think I'd know by now, but honestly I don't know if I want a partner more than Sid. I've talked to Chris about this before, and he seemed to understand, saying he'd wait until I was ready "or whatever." I hope he'd still of that mind.
Of course, it's not like he's not getting ANYTHING. Sidney is certainly horny enough for the both of us...
Well, I think I'll give this a rest, eh?

still trying to get my boys to join.

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legendary first post
by Quill (_quillz_)
at May 13th, 2006 (12:25 am)
our music plays: must be dreaming - frou frou

Sidney and I first met at lunch time when my best friend and his exgirlfriend called him over. She thought he might like my dark clothes and glasses. It turns out I didn't really care too much about him except that I disliked that the girls were giggling about his name. I ended up ignoring his immature actions like running away, trying to get us to follow him. The first time I ever came to notice his striking eyes or gorgeous smile, I was sitting in Mrs. Sharpe's algebra class solving equations. We made eye contact multiple times. He commented on my drawing and made fun of how I got my face too close to the paper.
Very soon we were talking. I was going through a pretty emotional time, and did some things I regret with a former girlfriend that wasn't quite so former at the time, but we ended up deciding we were meant to be. September 15, 2004 we hooked up. So far we have been together one year and eight months (this month.)
I first met Chris May 10th, I believe, of last year, though I had seen him many times before that and called him, to Sid, "The Guy With the Hair." He asked me what could be wrong with me; my clothes weren't as flashy as usual or some such nonsense. I asked him name, or vice versa, not that it matters. Fez, a friend who had just happened to fall for me, warned me against him, and the very next day Chris asked if I had AIM. I remember now that he was pleased to learn that I did, saying that "most girls I know aren't technologically inclined." "Sidney" talked to him to check him out and we also started a quick friendship.
When he first suggested that we get together, Sidney was posessive, jealous, and reluctant to say the least. I was open for anything. Some may say I'm a slut for that, but I wanted the experience in case anything in the future called for it. It took a week (on tour, in Chicago) to convince him, but Sidney gave up.
Our first months were rocky to say the least... the very least. Chris and Sidkati broke up eventually. Somehow, though, we worked our way back to a working relationship...
so far.
This is a log of all that happens, and all that has happened if we choose to write about the past.

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